50% through the non-weight bearing phase of recovery and as I'm allowed take off my cast, I am doing that every couple of days for comfort's sake.
This is what's underneath the cast now though.
And as you can see from the incorrect proportion between upper and lower leg, there's quite dramatic muscle wastage even in only 3 weeks. I dread to think what it is going to be like after 6 weeks and I don't think there's a damned thing I can do about it as I'm not allowed bear weight on that foot at all. Any way of exercising that calf requires putting pressure through the sole of the foot. So it's not allowed.
So when I am allowed put weight on it, with the help of an air boot at first, I'm going to be weak as all hell and it's going to take a while to get any semblance of strength and support out of that calf to help stabilise my ankle and I'm finding that worryingly circular. It's going to take a very long time to get to a normal walking gait and confident at being able to start running again.
Friday 26 December 2014
Friday 19 December 2014
Apparently I *might* be trusted...
...enough to have the cast off a tiny bit early and the air-boot on. Maaaaybe on 9th January at my next check-up. (And apparently the cast is only there to protect things if I fall over! Seriously!)
So I went to have check-up number two today on the ankle; make sure the wound looks good etc. And the etc. was the best bit. All of the dressing came off, my leg and foot got a goos wash and a massage with moisturiser. Oh *man* did it feel good to have air on the skin, and then the cool cleansing spray and a good ol' massage with E45. The silicone wound cover is also gone and replaced with a more normal steri-pad thing and the excess thread and knots on the stitches have been cut off and the remaining thread will dissolve over time.
What was a bit unpleasant was when I noticed that, because the joint has been immobile for two weeks, it's really hard to control it and my toes too. I can crudely wiggle my toes, but I used to be able to pick things up with them, point my big toe and spread them all out wide. Can't do any of that any more and that's only after two weeks! (Just have a look down the right side of this at the pictures of my right foot - the OK one. I can do none of these movements with my left foot one at the moment.)
It was also really hard to move the ankle joint. You know when you do a completely new movement with a joint in the gym and it's kind of juddery? That's how my ankle is now when I simply flex or extend it. Which I'm trying not to think too hard about as that will lead to feeling down about it all again. And that's really not what I need.
On top of the cleaning, moisturising and massage was a bit of (really quite gentle) joint manipulation which felt weird and uncomfortable.
It was really hard to move my ankle in any direction at all. It felt odd, uncomfortable, difficult, weird. I thought it'd feel nice to be able to move but it was just difficult which was disappointing.
Anyway, given that I bothered to ask as there's no way I'd've been told had I not asked, I've now got slightly more of an idea of what the next steps are. Because, apparently, I seem like I can be trusted I may be allowed to have the cast off before the 6 weeks are up and have an air boot for convenience and comfort as long as I don't walk on it - I'm even allowed take the cast off as long as we're OK to get it back on again ourselves, so I may do that every coupe of days or so, just to wiggle the joint a bit. But then at the 6 week mark I'll be allowed to start walking with the air boot (likely with crutches too) and it'll take a while to get back to normal walking, via physio and cycling and stuff.
It'd just be nice to have it laid out in a plan with rough time-scales so I know what's going on. This is one of the things I noticed the last time (when I had my collar bone done) is the utter lack of anyone telling you what's going on or what's supposed to happen and in what order and here we are again. Hey ho, it's not like it's a life-threatening situation. But I do kinda need to know to organise myself and my life. I've already postponed starting my new job so it's after the cast comes off, except I don't actually have a date for that other than "six weeks after surgery". And after what the consultant said today, it looks like I'll still be relying on a rucksack for a good few weeks to carry anything around if I'm still on crutches even if only for a bit of support, but at least I'll be a lot steadier and able to put both feet on the floor.
So I'm back in on 9th January and fingers-crossed that the consultant will be in a good mood and on the side of letting me have the cast off on that day. It's only a week early but it'd be awesome.
So I went to have check-up number two today on the ankle; make sure the wound looks good etc. And the etc. was the best bit. All of the dressing came off, my leg and foot got a goos wash and a massage with moisturiser. Oh *man* did it feel good to have air on the skin, and then the cool cleansing spray and a good ol' massage with E45. The silicone wound cover is also gone and replaced with a more normal steri-pad thing and the excess thread and knots on the stitches have been cut off and the remaining thread will dissolve over time.
What was a bit unpleasant was when I noticed that, because the joint has been immobile for two weeks, it's really hard to control it and my toes too. I can crudely wiggle my toes, but I used to be able to pick things up with them, point my big toe and spread them all out wide. Can't do any of that any more and that's only after two weeks! (Just have a look down the right side of this at the pictures of my right foot - the OK one. I can do none of these movements with my left foot one at the moment.)
It was also really hard to move the ankle joint. You know when you do a completely new movement with a joint in the gym and it's kind of juddery? That's how my ankle is now when I simply flex or extend it. Which I'm trying not to think too hard about as that will lead to feeling down about it all again. And that's really not what I need.
On top of the cleaning, moisturising and massage was a bit of (really quite gentle) joint manipulation which felt weird and uncomfortable.
It was really hard to move my ankle in any direction at all. It felt odd, uncomfortable, difficult, weird. I thought it'd feel nice to be able to move but it was just difficult which was disappointing.
Anyway, given that I bothered to ask as there's no way I'd've been told had I not asked, I've now got slightly more of an idea of what the next steps are. Because, apparently, I seem like I can be trusted I may be allowed to have the cast off before the 6 weeks are up and have an air boot for convenience and comfort as long as I don't walk on it - I'm even allowed take the cast off as long as we're OK to get it back on again ourselves, so I may do that every coupe of days or so, just to wiggle the joint a bit. But then at the 6 week mark I'll be allowed to start walking with the air boot (likely with crutches too) and it'll take a while to get back to normal walking, via physio and cycling and stuff.
It'd just be nice to have it laid out in a plan with rough time-scales so I know what's going on. This is one of the things I noticed the last time (when I had my collar bone done) is the utter lack of anyone telling you what's going on or what's supposed to happen and in what order and here we are again. Hey ho, it's not like it's a life-threatening situation. But I do kinda need to know to organise myself and my life. I've already postponed starting my new job so it's after the cast comes off, except I don't actually have a date for that other than "six weeks after surgery". And after what the consultant said today, it looks like I'll still be relying on a rucksack for a good few weeks to carry anything around if I'm still on crutches even if only for a bit of support, but at least I'll be a lot steadier and able to put both feet on the floor.
So I'm back in on 9th January and fingers-crossed that the consultant will be in a good mood and on the side of letting me have the cast off on that day. It's only a week early but it'd be awesome.
Tuesday 16 December 2014
10 days on (it's quite whiney, sorry)
10 days on from the surgery and I'm riding the rollercoaster of emotion. Well, not a proper rollercoaster as it's mostly feeling null or down. Adding to the blue feelings is a bit of a cold which is the shit icing on the shit cake.
You'd think being at home all day, not being able to get around much would be all like this...
But it's just miserable really.
Seeing as I can't put any weight on my left foot, and that it is encased in a lump of heavy plaster, getting around and doing anything at all is a pain and tiring. Of course, the less I do now, the more I lose strength and fitness overall. I'm being good-ish with my knee-pumping and toe-wiggling exercises, but not exactly doing them once an hour, every single hour. I guess it's handy that my bedroom is on the 2nd floor, the loo on the 1st and 2nd floor and I'm mostly stationed on the ground floor of the house. It means I do have to go up and down stairs a few times a day, which is some exercise (especially in going up on crutches and trying not to topple over backwards in the process).
The consultant gave me a bit of false hope straight after the operation, in that she said I might be able to have the cast off after 4 weeks and an air-boot to actually touch down on the floor with. That would have made the first couple of weeks at my new job actually do-able in terms of getting around with confidence. But she blew that hope away at the check-up appointment by saying that that's the theory, but she doesn't like to do it in case it's too soon for the repair to take that sort of load.
So, in the 10 days since the operation, I've been out of the house twice so far. Once to get to the check-up appointment (and then on to dinner afterwards, which was bloody nice and gave MrTOTKat a break from all the cooking for one meal at least) and then once today to go for soup at the local cafe. I hate feeling like I have no confidence in doing even the simplest and most basic thing at the moment; like going down the road all of 100m, or putting washing on (carrying a basket or anything remotely heavy while on crutches? *bzzzt*!), or carrying a cup of tea anywhere (has to be something with a sealed lid and then in a bag), or standing up for a couple of minutes (try standing on one leg with a 5kg weight around one ankle and that foot not allowed to touch the floor, and then try doing something like chopping vegetables at the same time) to do anything useful around the house, or picking up something smallish from the floor without falling over. And I've got another 31 days of it to go before this cast comes off. I can't say I'm looking forward to it.
It will be over soon though, in the grand scheme of things. I just have to forget about getting gradually less and less fit and less and less strong and slowly putting on pound after pound as I've decided it's mentally less stressful to give in to things I fancy where I'd normally not, and then obviously fancy them more as I un-adapt from a very low carbohydrate diet. And there will be a lot of work to do once this stage is finished. And a lot of having to suck up starting from practically zero again with sport (I'll be allowed use a static bike once the cast is off), and then running after the 3 months from surgery is up.
[Yes, I do know there are many many people who are in far worse situations than me, but that does not invalidate my frustration and feeling blue for the reasons I am doing.]
[Ohgod, I've just realised I'll be able to have a proper bath in 31 days rather than sitting on a plastic stool in the shower - I can't bloody wait!]
Thanks to MrTOTKat for the cheerful pot-cover for my cast. |
You can't quite see the pool of dribble Charley has kindly left for me |
Seeing as I can't put any weight on my left foot, and that it is encased in a lump of heavy plaster, getting around and doing anything at all is a pain and tiring. Of course, the less I do now, the more I lose strength and fitness overall. I'm being good-ish with my knee-pumping and toe-wiggling exercises, but not exactly doing them once an hour, every single hour. I guess it's handy that my bedroom is on the 2nd floor, the loo on the 1st and 2nd floor and I'm mostly stationed on the ground floor of the house. It means I do have to go up and down stairs a few times a day, which is some exercise (especially in going up on crutches and trying not to topple over backwards in the process).
The consultant gave me a bit of false hope straight after the operation, in that she said I might be able to have the cast off after 4 weeks and an air-boot to actually touch down on the floor with. That would have made the first couple of weeks at my new job actually do-able in terms of getting around with confidence. But she blew that hope away at the check-up appointment by saying that that's the theory, but she doesn't like to do it in case it's too soon for the repair to take that sort of load.
So, in the 10 days since the operation, I've been out of the house twice so far. Once to get to the check-up appointment (and then on to dinner afterwards, which was bloody nice and gave MrTOTKat a break from all the cooking for one meal at least) and then once today to go for soup at the local cafe. I hate feeling like I have no confidence in doing even the simplest and most basic thing at the moment; like going down the road all of 100m, or putting washing on (carrying a basket or anything remotely heavy while on crutches? *bzzzt*!), or carrying a cup of tea anywhere (has to be something with a sealed lid and then in a bag), or standing up for a couple of minutes (try standing on one leg with a 5kg weight around one ankle and that foot not allowed to touch the floor, and then try doing something like chopping vegetables at the same time) to do anything useful around the house, or picking up something smallish from the floor without falling over. And I've got another 31 days of it to go before this cast comes off. I can't say I'm looking forward to it.
It will be over soon though, in the grand scheme of things. I just have to forget about getting gradually less and less fit and less and less strong and slowly putting on pound after pound as I've decided it's mentally less stressful to give in to things I fancy where I'd normally not, and then obviously fancy them more as I un-adapt from a very low carbohydrate diet. And there will be a lot of work to do once this stage is finished. And a lot of having to suck up starting from practically zero again with sport (I'll be allowed use a static bike once the cast is off), and then running after the 3 months from surgery is up.
[Yes, I do know there are many many people who are in far worse situations than me, but that does not invalidate my frustration and feeling blue for the reasons I am doing.]
[Ohgod, I've just realised I'll be able to have a proper bath in 31 days rather than sitting on a plastic stool in the shower - I can't bloody wait!]
Saturday 6 December 2014
All done!
ATFL repair and retinaculum reinforcement all done. Under a local. Apparently I'm not a great candidate for local anaesthesia. Aside from scaring the poop out of people by my BP dropping to 80/50 with severe nausea, tinnitus, dizziness and muscle spasms after the injection, it turns out I'm a bit jumpy when people are poking about my innards, twanging bits of ligament and screwing bits of metal into bones. So we won't do that again.
As you can see, I have a ridiculous cast on my leg. It's lumpy and weighs a ton, but I guess there's no point making it neat as it'll come off again on Friday so the consultant can check the progress of the wound healing, and I'll get a new one put on. And the same deal again the following week.
Instructions are; "Bed rest for 3 days. No weight bearing at all for 4 weeks and you absolutely must not get the cast wet.". This means crutches all of the time and not even standing other than on the other foot only. I'm really hoping that the consultant lets me have an air boot for a couple of weeks after that rather than continue with the cast, because then I'll be able to be a bit more mobile and that'll make getting to work at the new job a bit easier. In the mean time, I have some exercises to do to keep the bloody flowing and the knee mobile, but that calf (and probably the thigh as well as I can't use the leg for any weight bearing) will be as weak as a kitten after that. And I'll be bored witless. And unfit.
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Monday 1 December 2014
Race cancellation spree
I've been on a race cancellation spree this morning. Everything between now and about June next year. So, no Dorset half marathon this week, no Country to Capital or Pilgrim Challenge in January and no Rotterdam Marathon in April (I'll have been allowed to run for only 6 weeks before this, so it'd be really thick to even think about trying to do it and risk messing up the repairs).
It turns out that I need surgery to reconstruct a couple of ligaments in my ankle. This means 6 weeks in a cast afterwards, with no weight bearing allowed, and a total of 12 weeks of no running allowed at all.
I'm glad this has been brought forward from 9th Jan to 5th Dec, as it means I'll be 4 weeks into recovery by the time I start my new job and really handy on crutches by then. It does mean that I'll be sitting on my backside at home for 4 weeks going more than a little nuts though. It'll be bloody good to have things fixed though, so the likelihood of turning that ankle is reduced way below where it is at the moment.
Bring it on!
And I fully intend to go ahead with Ring O' Fire in September!
It turns out that I need surgery to reconstruct a couple of ligaments in my ankle. This means 6 weeks in a cast afterwards, with no weight bearing allowed, and a total of 12 weeks of no running allowed at all.
I'm glad this has been brought forward from 9th Jan to 5th Dec, as it means I'll be 4 weeks into recovery by the time I start my new job and really handy on crutches by then. It does mean that I'll be sitting on my backside at home for 4 weeks going more than a little nuts though. It'll be bloody good to have things fixed though, so the likelihood of turning that ankle is reduced way below where it is at the moment.
Bring it on!
And I fully intend to go ahead with Ring O' Fire in September!
Tuesday 11 November 2014
Thames Path: So...?
So, I ran the Thames Path.
So what?
Snippets... memories...
"The threads of ten thousand spiders" - the first couple of days: starting out in the morning, wading through dewy grass and getting soaked feet, and breaking the threads of ten thousand spiders as the first living thing to cross the path in hours, the first human to set foot on it in days. Sticky threads that collect on your bare skin; arms, legs, face... at the end of the day I'd be scraping them off the rubberised parts of my TomTom and run pack.
What you can't see it the thousands of micro-fine spider threads that drape across from the bushes and plants |
"The solitude of the trail" - for much of the first 5 days, and almost all of the first 2 days, I didn't see another human being. I didn't have to talk to anyone for hours and hours. Just me and moving forwards.
Just me, and this. |
Stunning |
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Sunday 9 November 2014
Thames Path: the daily admin side
One of the great successes of the trip was the lack of injury and damage. This was mainly down to preparation, testing kit out, doing 2 days a week of specific strength & conditioning for months beforehand, and a daily regime on the tour itself.
Each morning, I used Sailfish anti-chafe/skin protect lubricant all over my back. I have suffered in the past with bad chafing on my back, that I still have scarring from now. It's painful and if it can be avoided, it should. The avoidance, for me, is limiting the amount of stuff that causes ridges on my back; so not wearing a heart rate monitor strap any more is a great start. Having a race pack that fits closely and doesn't move is essential. And using lubricant, just to be sure, was extremely effective. I didn't use it on the first day and I had a slight abrasion long the underside of where my sports bra ends. I used lubricant every day after that and there was no more chafing.
I also used a stick lubricant on my feet - Compeed anti-blister stick (10ml) - small, light and plenty in a stick to last a couple of weeks if need be. I smothered the arch and ball of each foot, along with the bits of my toes that are in contact with the insides of my shoes. I got zero blisters in the 6 days. Not even a hot spot.
Each evening, I massaged Sudocrem into my feet and back, I also used it on the bramble scratches and wasp stings I got, after a good hot shower first. I also made sure my socks were free from any solid grit or mud and hung out my race pack, shorts, t-shirt and sports bra to dry to make sure they were completely dry again in the morning. Occasionally, they got a rinse with some washing leaves, but I stopped bothering with that after a couple of goes. I checked out my toes and feet and made sure there was nothing stuck in them, no grit between my toes or down the sides of my toe-nails and that the nails were not catching on anything.
The results of this - no blisters, the chafing from day 1 cleared up by day 3 and no further chafing, no blood blisters, no lifted or discoloured toe-nails. The only injuries were scratches and a few stings. Yes, my feet were pretty swollen by the end of it, but that's from hitting them with my bodyweight a bajillion times over the days and that subsided slowly over a week or so.
Each morning, I used Sailfish anti-chafe/skin protect lubricant all over my back. I have suffered in the past with bad chafing on my back, that I still have scarring from now. It's painful and if it can be avoided, it should. The avoidance, for me, is limiting the amount of stuff that causes ridges on my back; so not wearing a heart rate monitor strap any more is a great start. Having a race pack that fits closely and doesn't move is essential. And using lubricant, just to be sure, was extremely effective. I didn't use it on the first day and I had a slight abrasion long the underside of where my sports bra ends. I used lubricant every day after that and there was no more chafing.
I also used a stick lubricant on my feet - Compeed anti-blister stick (10ml) - small, light and plenty in a stick to last a couple of weeks if need be. I smothered the arch and ball of each foot, along with the bits of my toes that are in contact with the insides of my shoes. I got zero blisters in the 6 days. Not even a hot spot.
Each evening, I massaged Sudocrem into my feet and back, I also used it on the bramble scratches and wasp stings I got, after a good hot shower first. I also made sure my socks were free from any solid grit or mud and hung out my race pack, shorts, t-shirt and sports bra to dry to make sure they were completely dry again in the morning. Occasionally, they got a rinse with some washing leaves, but I stopped bothering with that after a couple of goes. I checked out my toes and feet and made sure there was nothing stuck in them, no grit between my toes or down the sides of my toe-nails and that the nails were not catching on anything.
The results of this - no blisters, the chafing from day 1 cleared up by day 3 and no further chafing, no blood blisters, no lifted or discoloured toe-nails. The only injuries were scratches and a few stings. Yes, my feet were pretty swollen by the end of it, but that's from hitting them with my bodyweight a bajillion times over the days and that subsided slowly over a week or so.
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Wednesday 5 November 2014
Thames Path: Day 6 - Hampton Wick to the Thames Barrier
For a number of reasons, day 6 was always going to be the tough one.
Firstly, it's the last day. Secondly, it's the last day... Thirdly, it has a large section through quite a touristy part of town. Fourthly, it's the last day and that's psychologically hard.
I'd decided to set off later than usual today, to make sure I hit the end at a time to be sociable with people in a pub afterwards and not just want to go home and lie down quietly. So I set off at around 9am, with a plan to stop for half an hour at about half way for at least some tea and then whatever else I fancied if I was hungry by then.
Starting at Hampton Wick, after a brief breakfast of tea and some mini cheeses (no cooked brekkie available at the B&B :o( ) the legs started up nice and quickly again this morning, but the brain was already not happy with the prospect of the awful building site section for miles around the O2 arena area, and the warning of heavy touristyness around Waterloo to London Bridge.
Pretty much from the start of the day, my stomach was unhappy. I think the deviation from my normal very low carbohydrate diet was hitting it and it was struggling with dealing with that with a reduced blood supply due to the running going on. I felt low-grade nauseated from the start and it didn't really get any better all day. My legs were totally fine, but my belly and brain were checking out.
Not very helpful when I have a 31 mile day ahead of me.
The terrain and views are pretty much familiar at the start of this section, but the fully paved part isn't that far off so I needed to enjoy this softness and pleasantness underfoot while I could.
I whined at MrTOTKat via text message that I was worried today was going to end up being a longer distance than I'd thought as I'd got it a bit wrong earlier in the week and I was in a bit of an unhappy place mentally about it by now. He assured me it was 31-32 miles, and I really really hoped that 31 was right. I decided at this point that I was not going to be in a great place by the end of today, and too emotionally tired to be sociable. So I cancelled the Facebook invitation to a pub near the Thames Barrier and instantly got lots of messages from concerned people who worried it meant I wasn't OK.
Passing through Richmond there were a few familiar signs attached to street furniture that made me smile a little. The London Ultra of February 2013 seems such a long time ago now. My stomach was starting to quieten down, which made it easier to stay running at a reasonable pace rather than start slowing down this early in the day.
At least the ground was still mixed paved and dirt paths and there are a good few pretty bridges to look at in Richmond...
...and Barnes.
And the weather, although quite nippy, was being kind and making the river nice to look at, despite the tide being out.
But once you hit Wandsworth, that's it for the soft surfaces to run on. It's tarmac and paving stones to the end now. And that made me a bit miserable. Too early to be miserable! More than half of the day's running still to go I pushed on, passing closed pub after closed pub.
Weak-willed by the time I spotted a place with cakes in the window, it was time to take a break and have some tea.
Today was the last day and I didn't want to be miserable all day, so I had a cookie and a pot of tea and took my time. There didn't need to be any time constraints today and it was only just midday, so this was fine and a good way to make sure any later melt-downs happened much later rather than sooner. Thankfully, I think the tea settled my stomach to being completely fine, which was great news for the overall comfort level.
Tea drunk, cookie munched and it was time to suck it up and hit the un-fun section.
Having recced part of this bit before with MrTOTKat a few weeks earlier, I'd decided to detour to the Northern route option at Albert Bridge and back South again at Lambeth Bridge, to avoid the ugly building-site mess around Battersea. This was absolutely the right thing to do and possibly I should have stayed North a lot longer than I did, but hey I really didn't think it'd be all that touristy in the week before half term.
Hah.
WRONG.
Passing Hotel Verta and the London Heliport...
...it was time to cross over to the North side of the river to avoid the large development work around Battersea.
Crossing back over again at Lambeth Bridge...
...on through past Blackfriars Bridge
...past views of most of the London landmarks and skyline features
...the tourists started to get more and more frequent. And it became utterly impossible to go in a straight line at all.
Despite the great views of beautiful bits of architecture, both buildings and bridges, my mental state was really not fit for dealing with people on a much more leisurely and unfocused mission. And I got angrier...
...and angrier that it was close to impossible to actually run any more.
At Tower Bridge I finally gave up. Having managed to maintain my strategy of run for 8 minutes, walk for 2 for the majority of the previous 5.5 days, I gave up and started to just walk without any running at all.
And managed to take a very tiny detour (the third of the whole trip) away from the river for a few hundred meters. (In hindsight and looking at the Google Earth view, it looks like this was not a detour and there's no way to actually be along the river for that section on foot.)
Once you're past the shopping area of Butler's Wharf you hit lots of housing estates and a very much lower skyline with a much wider river. It became apparent that part of the reason I was so cold was because it had got windy again and the river was pretty choppy.
A lack of tall buildings around this area meant no shelter from that wind and as I was walking, I got cold. Thankfully I had packed well and I put on both of my Salomon jackets, which really helped a lot.
This next section is simply cruel. You can see Canary Wharf ahead of you and it never gets any closer and it looks like it's always ahead of you as you're on the deep bow in the Thames.
I was pretty crushed and tired and this really didn't help. Still walking and with really really sore feet I needed to see the O2 arena looming pretty soon.
You can see that there were attempts to regenerate around here, but a while ago and things are starting to look a bit shabby.
Diverted away from the river and through some pretty rough areas, Greenwich seems so horribly far away.
When I reached this sign I almost cried. I expected it to be about 4 miles to the barrier; it being over 5 was a horrible prospect. My brain was in no state to do simple arithmetic, but I knew that even if I could average the pace I had been doing from run:walk, it'd be over an hour to the barrier and I was now fully walking. Over 2 hours left then.
Thankfully, the banks around Greenwich village are actually quite nice, with the foot tunnel entry and exit points.
And the Royal Naval College, which had people celebrating their graduation ceremony that day, so it was full of young things in caps and gowns looking happy and with proud family around them.
Shortly after this, the lies start... 3.75 miles to the barrier! Yay!
And a few hundred meters further along; 4 miles to the barrier.
WHAT? WHICH IS IT?
Perfect for a very very tired person who is so close to the end of something that requires a lot of concentration and mental/emotional energy at this stage. No really. Perfect. So how about some inspirational building sites to lift the spirits now?
Awe-inspiring views!
Hey, that just wasn't cool enough apparently. What about a working crane across the path? That better for ya? I had to run at this point. Well, actually sprint as the crane driver saw the cyclist by not me. The upside? I proved to myself that running wasn't impossible, though it really hurt my feet.
Yes, at this point I was losing it. There were many more signs that would say one thing and then add 1/4 mile to the distance to go at the following sign.
Finally! Hello O2 arena!
Hello Emirates Air Line!
And either 1.5 or 1.75 miles to go.
1 mile (or 1.25 miles) to go!
And this time, the next sign agreed! Somehow, this gave me the emotional energy to start running again, so back to 8 minutes run 2 minutes walk.
Past the, quite frankly grim, famous Anchor and Hope pub which should really be called the "Abandon Hope" as it's just so hideous and run down and in a hideous and run down area.
Half a mile to go and I could see the barrier.
Ignoring the 8:2 I now just ran all the way to the barrier. It was pretty much over now.
Once at the barrier, there really isn't any clear marker of where the Thames Path actually stops (or starts).
There's a sign with a "Thames Barrier" location marker on it, but if you go through the underpass...
...with its lovely depiction of the elevation of the Thames Path from source to barrier...
...there's another sign on the other side of the barrier with the same "Thames Barrier" location marker on it.
At this point I was beyond caring; I was done. It was 16:45, the visitor centre cafe closes at 17:00 and I *needed* a cup of tea.
The cafe was empty and as I pushed open the door, the lady yelled at me that she was closing. I lost it a tiny bit and managed to persuade her that I really did need a cup of tea and it'd be quite upsetting for me if I couldn't now have one given there was 15 minutes before the cafe was supposed to close. I got my tea in a takeaway cup and sat outside on the benches so she could carry on locking up even though it still wasn't 17:00.
I sat at the bench, posted the Tweet "Done. TP#184" and finally let go of all the emotion. Proper, snotty crying for a good ten minutes before I had to pull myself together and work out how to get home.
I walked out to the main road to the nearest bus stop and the bus I needed arrived in seconds. Less than an hour from there to home (or rather to a pub near home as I had no house keys and it was too early for MrTOTKat to be home). I'd apologise to the Jubilee Line commuters of that day for being a stinky, muddy mess, but...
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